Since my birthday was last week (the 15th) and I turned the big 2-9, I want to really celebrate this last year I can say I am in my twenties. I know next year I am going to probably cry all day long. Birthdays really get to me sometimes...even my kids's really are hard. Bittersweet. On one hand I am grateful to continue to live and have my kids grow healthy and strong and change and develop BUT life just goes by so quickly. I am 29 years old. I have an almost 5 year old, a 3 year old and a 6 month old. I am happily married and I LOVE my life 99% of the time. I know I am blessed to feel that way, and that there are MANY people who don't. I just want to freeze time. I don't want another year to pass. I know age is just a number, and its not really about even getting older... its more about having another year pass that I will never get back. Kind of a negative/depressing way to look at life, I know. This year I have really tried to focus everyday on enjoying every moment. Stopping and pausing with my kids, not being in such a hurry all the time because I always have way too much stuff to do and not enough time. We have spent HOURS upon HOURS of time together as a family, and I just sit back and absorb all I can like a sponge. Take mental pictures, and wish I had a tape recorder in my brain where I can just keep all the funny and cute things and conversations we have together. For example: Driving home from the ranch last night, Kash was on my lap driving. Just me and him. A cute cottontail runs across the road. I say "Oh look at that adorable little bunny, he is running across the road saying hippity, hoppity, hippity, hoppity, please don't run me over." Kash says in his very monitone voice "Mom. Bunnies don't talk." I say "Oh? They don't?" Kash, "No mom. Bunnies don't say any fing. Rollercoasters and wood don't talk eee-ver. (either). I say, "Oh, ok bud" And we just keep driving. Rollercoasters??? hmmmm.
Anyway, I am celebrating and sharing some of my favorite things in my life right now. These things are not necessarily the most important things or even the most significant. Just things I enjoy or that make me happy and smile. Some make life easier and some are just things I plain love. Soo, this may be boring to you since these are my things in my life. Too bad. :)
Simple Pencil Drawing Anime Girl Drawing Easy
4 years ago
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I feel the same way about life nicole. When I was little i would bawl when it was time to go to bed cus "I didn't want my day to end".
Your right I LOVE the towels! So cute. I'm looking right now!
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